Should I be spending this much time mucking about with the score? With audio?
I don’t know really..
I view now as sorta pre launch in a lot of ways.. which is like pre-prime time. What this means is… that it’s more about getting ready to be prime time, then it is about being prime time.
I’ve, to some degree, nestled into some new ideas.. on the technical side of things.. which is kinda shop talk-ish… but…
Ableton Live
I’ve come to the conclusion that I should at least try and make it “all about Live” or Ableton Live.. that this should really become the center piece of a hell of a lot of the work I’m doing going forward..
Now what this means.. is multiple things.. the first is that Ableton Live is a program that is about produce electronic music live… as well as in the studio.. and what this means is we are moving towards live performances… and the whole idea of.. shows.. or DJ-ing or whatever.
Another thing this means is.. when I talk about playing this stuff live… I’m really kind about like improvising inside of a framework of sorts… which means…. at least as far as the improvised performance is concerned… that it’s extremely efficient and low labor pains..
Which is exactly why I’m employing this towards scoring videos for the web.. where social web its about consistently coming out with new content… and a lot of content really.. so it’s important that.. that process be as fast and low labor as possible..
Another thing this means is working with a conceptual model of composition that I have limited experience with… compared to what I normally do.. which means.. there’s a learning curve, at least…
More Deeply it means… Ableton… is a world to be explored.. deeply… and that is looking like quite a rabbit hole.. and its going to take a lot of work to really get it down… so it just takes longer cause… we don’t always know quite what we are doing.
Using DP to mix
I don’t even know that I need to use Digital Performer to Mix.. I maybe I could do it all in Ableton.. but last time I tried to work that way.. I found that there were a lot of limitations getting in my way.
But what was kind of interesting to me is that.. the project starts in Ableton.. and.. you know.. it is what it is.. and then we move to this kind of mix stage…
The mix stage is a little more then merely mixing.. it’s also kinda designing.. I guess it just means that we start focusing in on the sonics.. So.. a certain amount of work goes into sound design-e kinds of stuff.. but.. before you know it really.. it really becomes about what you might call “setting up the mix.”
Setting Up the Mix
The setting up period… well you do a whole lot of routing… so you work out how audio will move through you’re system.. and you go in.. and select various effects processors.. and sorta choose some presets or kinda.. set up this and that.. and whatever.. and really it’s like you’re putting things in place.. almost like you’re organizing a set of tools you’ll be using while you mix..
But you’re also kinda mixing.. you’re “rough mixing.” Or.. you’re saying “ok, I want these elements to be balance this way at this point in time” and not really going any deeper then that.
But instantly I get all excited cause.. you can here the pro-ness of it… suddenly it all has that shinny gloss…. that it didn’t before. Before we thought “ah, its ok,” once we’ve put the pieces together.. done the rough mix.. have a sense of what we will be doing.. instantly… it turns from ok to awesome.
Well.. not totally.. but…
This onto it’s self was revelation to me because… well I normally spend a lot of time mixing and it’s the mix that.. is so much of what my work is about.. and working this way.. is so different.. and you feel like “oh, it’s not going to be so great” and as soon as I get to putting the mix together.. it is so great… and… it’s a different process.. one that’s a good deal faster….
But then comes the mixing
The Mixing
The mixing is “the scary shit.” I say that because.. I really think of the mix as… being where the magic normally happens in my work.. and in a way what we are doing is shifting around divisions of labor.. in the workflow context.. that then has certain implications and…
But mixing for video’s a little different. Basically there’s dialog.. and maybe some sounds… that were recorded off the video camera’s microphones.. that you have to be able to hear.. and there’s a story we need to reinforce….
And.. mixing is like.. choosing when you want stuff to be silent to.. like you’ve made all this music but.. it’s not like we need to use it.. and when you edit stuff.. well for this project anyway.. I wasn’t editing to music.. so as a result.. in my mind there’s a number of sections of video that work because they are silent… it’s almost like “That loud silence,” where.. its out of context.. but you could hear a pin drop… all of sudden.. in a crowded place… that kind of silence.
The silence.. is about.. well in this video.. the emotions I’m feeling.. and recording.. that are a part of the video.
In the video I’m working on.. the power of it.. and it’s probably a mostly flawed video… but the power is in seeing me.. facing what’s going on.. and you feel this anger.. this frustration.. this.. pain..
It’s like the series of video that lead up to this one.. are these video’s of me going into hell.. really.. and the hole time I’m making jokes.. being up beat.. but here.. that falls away.. and I’m knocked over and it’s not even “I don’t know how much more I can take” its “this is too much” and.. it’s just whispered… and.. you know that it’s the whisper that’s the.. powerful pain because.. that’s like giving up on life.. like.. “Ok, I’m ready to check out.”
Now.. the issue of being suicidal.. I haven’t brought into the video’s yet.. so.. you might not understand that this despair that I’m feeling is like.. a door shutting in my face and the great despair just kind of washing over me..
And it’s just that… for me to spend too much time there.. is dangerous for me.. and in the video we are lucky… we get pulled out.. and it becomes like the end of this epic emotional arch…
And so you want the audio to support that narrative.. and.. all along I’m like “I don’t know if this is really going to work” and.. I don’t still…. but I’m going with it.
The music has this thundering energy that’s like.. on fire.. pulsating.. pushing.. driving… energy.. and I don’t really know what the hell that has to do with what I’m feeling.. or what the video’s are about.. it might be working against it.. it might be better if the video was just the video minus the score…
I feel.. as the video starts taking shape.. with the audio.. that the audio is somehow a metaphor for my consciousness… that the audio is me.. looking at me.. or me… living in the 3rd person.. that there is always this 3rd person element to experience.. and that’s what the music is.
But its deeper then.. a surface layer of experience.. like its not what you would say consciously.. necessarily… It’s more then that.. so its about you’re spirit.. a kind of confession of the spirit… and its like this totally other story.. then the story we are in… you know? As if it has this bigger picture story.. and the way the music doesn’t seem to relate to the video on some levels.. is like the relationship of that bigger picture story with the moment.. and the issue of trying to bridge the two in the living of life.
(close to the relationship of eternal values with temporal values)
So.. anyway
The Mixing ends up being about.. making the music work with the video.. and really isn’t much of a mix project.. I mean..
This project is a kind of prototype.. to test out an approach… and… you know.. the thing is this thing has to be done yesterday basically.. or these kinds of projects have to be done fast… and…
The Issue of Audio… Going Deeply
Theoretically.. where all this stuff leads.. is to the selling / promotion of my music.. so if a video should get.. well heard.. you’d like it to work as an introduction to the brand… to the kind of music I make. Or to something…
So.. that there should be music, a score.. that audio should be an important part of the videos.. you can see why I would really value that.
What I’m seeing… and you know.. its so hard to tell because.. It’s like in doing this stuff.. I’m really blazing a new trail.. trying out something new and different… and.. you know.. take a small child learning to walk.. trying out something new and different.. and you wouldn’t judge the effectiveness of walking and running based off of the performance of a small child who never did it before.
So.. I’m kinda committed to this stuff.. .but I don’t want to get soo bogged down in the audio as I have for this project.. and probably will for the next one frankly.
Anyway…
So the problem is.. how good do you want the audio? How much work is worth putting into it? How do we find the right trade offs?
There’s a lot of things going on here.. I mean here I am jumping head first into this whole other world of music production.. and in a lot of ways.. what I need to do is not create this score for this video, or any video.. but to instead.. explore the sonic world.. get so I have some powers in there….
Next morning:
Fuck, podcamp is this weekend.. I don’t have much time to finish this damn thing…
A bit latter that day
Yes, it’s a somewhat arbitrary deadline but.. I don’t know.. see I’d generally like to get a lot of stuff in place for pod camp.. cause I mean it’s kind of a thing….
So.. so… so…. shall I pull away from this post and do a post on.. I don’t know.. the plan?