I woke up about 6 early, cause my cat walked over me in bed.. I woke up wondering if he wanted something but he doesn’t seem to interested in getting me to do anything for him….

I’m hit by this queer anxiety feeling.. it’s a little bit as if you peered into a dream.. where in some very clear way your subconscious was telling you something that was sorta.. at odds with how you were thinking about things / believing… was the nature of… any number of things in your life..

I could try and give examples of some of these supposed insights, but they are really intangable feelings that seem to cluster around certain mental images… It’s as if our idea of reality had to do with how we tie together these image clusters and the feeling is like a suggestion of an alternative way of connecting the images together.. to create some other narrative…

And you only lightly feel that narrative tickling you’re cheek.. as you turn you’re head to try see that other reality.

I don’t if it’s real or imaginary… if I should wake up or go back to bed..